cherrygash's Diaryland Diary

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2018-06-24 - How do you spell Hypocrite again?
2018-06-13 - Mostly moaning, and a neon orange man
2018-06-09 - Justify
2018-06-07 - Or ill be done
2018-06-06 - Luv u
2018-06-03 - Suffering
2018-05-30 - Spilling juice
2018-05-28 - Story of my life
2018-05-25 - Dryer emotions
2018-05-22 - What i miss
2018-05-16 - Sorry to take you to scary
2018-05-14 - -
2018-05-06 - -
2018-05-05 - Maybe sometime ill write about something interesting
2018-05-03 - Defeat
2018-05-01 - Heal me
2018-04-28 - Again
2018-04-27 - 80 degrees today, fuck my life
2018-04-27 - Your mask is cracking
2018-04-25 - Relentless thoughts
2018-04-18 - Blah day
2018-04-18 - Today a small improvement
2018-04-16 - Sick
2018-04-11 - Tired and hot
2018-04-08 - Up late
2018-04-01 - Stress less
2018-03-31 - Wrecked
2018-03-24 - Wishing you well
2018-03-24 - Was it the exploding packages?
2018-03-20 - The only ass that cares
2018-03-17 - Eh
2018-03-10 - Guess my autoimmune disorder!
2018-03-09 - Side note
2018-03-01 - Remind me
2018-02-27 - More bloodwork
2018-02-24 - Hopeless
2018-02-23 - I need a sign
2017-04-13 - Remeron
2017-03-04 - It's called Neglect
2017-02-11 - Lose
2017-02-10 - Expectations
2017-02-08 - Giving up
2017-02-06 - I cant recall
2017-02-02 - Away
2017-01-29 - The search
2016-11-13 - No
2016-10-09 - Pitter
2016-09-30 - Flitter
2016-09-26 - Courage to heal workbook
2016-06-19 - Tendrils
2016-05-30 - Repeat
2015-11-17 - 0
2015-11-09 - Another lonely day hey
2015-11-05 - Dear 1
2015-10-19 - Break
2015-09-12 - -
2015-09-12 - -
2015-08-23 - Wheen me
2015-08-06 - Sounding dirty
2015-08-05 - Today
2015-08-03 - Life's toy
2015-06-30 - Yet again
2015-06-19 - Reach
2015-06-12 - Pinky the cat
2015-05-31 - JJ
2015-05-24 - ernies
2015-05-02 - he's a pimp
2015-04-30 - darkness
2015-04-19 - how?
2015-04-13 - peeps
2015-04-08 -
2015-04-05 - ttn
2015-04-03 - ra
2015-04-03 - -
2015-04-02 - co
2015-03-25 - bite
2015-02-24 - fu ne
2015-01-28 - not much
2015-01-19 - 0
2015-01-03 - freezing
2014-12-31 - we
2014-12-17 - just wonderin
2014-12-17 - just wonderin
2014-12-15 - those diamonds bring me down
2014-12-15 - those diamonds bring me down
2014-12-15 - those diamonds bring me down
2014-10-14 - Point
2014-10-12 - ,M
2014-10-12 - ,M
2014-10-12 - ,M
2014-10-12 - ,M
2014-10-12 - ,
2014-10-12 - ,
2014-10-11 - Pops
2014-10-09 - heavy things
2014-10-05 - Meh
2014-10-03 - Across the universe
2014-10-01 - Sober
2014-10-01 - Sober
2014-09-30 - I'm a sinner I'm a saint
2014-09-29 - &
2014-09-24 - Strawberry gashs
2014-09-22 - My heart is the worst kind of weapon- Fall out boy
2014-09-21 - The motions
2014-09-14 - Bring me down-Miranda lambert
2014-09-10 - Champagne supernova-oasis
2014-08-19 - Auto return
2014-08-18 - Don't speak-No Doubt
2014-08-17 - -
2014-08-15 - Apt woes
2014-08-15 - Little lie
2014-08-15 - Thurs
2014-08-14 - recommend a book
2014-08-11 - Unwell-Matchbox 20
2014-08-09 - Today's thoughts of self pity
2014-08-09 - Stone sour-Bother
2014-08-07 - Lighter things
2014-08-07 - Lite brite
2014-08-04 - -
2014-08-01 - Boo Megan fox
2014-08-01 - NottA lot
2014-07-30 - Fuck this ipod
2014-07-25 - Another lonely day- Ben harper
2014-07-25 - Boring weekend
2014-07-24 - Eating coconut ice cream (bad me!)
2014-07-17 - Giving up
2014-07-16 - direction
2014-07-15 - -
2014-07-15 - -
2014-06-30 - heard the world-oar
2014-06-25 - -
2014-06-22 - wreck of the day-Anna Nalick
2014-06-17 - fed up
2014-06-10 - therapy blues
2014-06-09 - yes, having a child is demanding
2014-06-08 - A
2014-05-31 - Zombie-The Cranberries
2014-05-29 - Dull days
2014-05-26 - All the same-Sick puppies
2014-05-22 - Go to Hell - Go Radio
2014-05-21 - Last resort
2014-05-21 - Nothing to see
2014-05-20 - Loss of an apartment
2014-05-13 - Happy now- Michelle branch
2014-05-08 - Train-meet virginia
2014-05-05 - Lazy bones
2014-05-05 - Apt drama
2014-04-23 - Bother-stone sour
2014-04-23 - Go to hell-go radio
2014-04-20 - -
2014-04-19 - All of me-John legend
2014-04-06 - I miss burger king breakfast
2014-04-04 - Daily concoction
2014-03-26 - what you don't know
2014-03-26 - what you don't know
2014-02-16 - eat it
2014-02-15 - -
2014-02-12 - considering
2014-02-12 - repressed memories/feelings
2014-01-29 - -
2014-01-21 - -
2013-02-24 - -
2013-02-15 - -
2013-02-15 - -
2013-02-05 - unpleasant memories
2013-02-04 - steps
2013-02-03 - -
2013-02-02 - -
2013-02-01 - -
2013-01-31 - -
2013-01-28 - bday
2013-01-27 - -
2013-01-27 - -
2013-01-27 - -
2013-01-23 - 1-23-13
2013-01-09 - -
2012-11-01 - then the 6 days
2011-11-09 - -
2011-11-09 - -
2011-11-01 - =
2011-10-11 - -
2011-10-06 - -
2011-10-02 - -
2011-06-19 - waiting for a diagnosis
2011-06-06 - -
2011-05-27 - -
2011-05-19 - -
2011-05-14 - graduation
2011-05-11 - don't want
2011-04-21 - u make me sick
2011-04-08 - just b stuff
2011-04-06 - april 6th
2011-03-16 - -
2011-02-26 - draft1
2011-02-24 - wanting what is wrong
2011-02-12 - Dec. 12
2011-02-06 - -
2011-01-27 - -
2011-01-25 - the whys for life
2011-01-23 - -
2011-01-04 - How could you?
2010-11-09 - Resentment
2010-11-09 - Resentment
2010-11-03 - -
2010-10-23 - something selfish
2010-10-21 - strange candy
2010-10-12 - what i wish
2010-09-27 - blah
2010-09-20 - not focused, but trying this
2010-09-17 - rambling
2010-09-14 - what you wouldn't know
2010-08-20 - shameful things
2010-08-20 - shameful things
2010-08-19 - day 1
2010-08-13 - -
2010-08-13 - -
2010-08-05 - i dont want your opinion
2010-07-18 - stirring
2010-07-17 - understanding
2010-06-16 - -
2010-06-03 - -
2010-05-22 - real in the unreal
2010-05-21 - 2 days of gloom
2010-05-20 - forfeit
2010-05-12 - a few of my daily thoughts
2010-05-08 - she'll be just fine, cause i know He hears her
2010-05-07 - -
2010-05-04 - chemical withdrawls-yay, yet fuck
2010-04-24 - -
2010-04-24 - numb but trying (As of today)
2010-04-21 - fuckk leave me alone
2010-04-15 - touche...rigggght
2010-04-15 - boringgggg
2010-04-14 - run,trip,fall,stand
2010-04-12 - sounding crazy?
2010-03-31 - weak
2010-03-31 - restless
2010-03-31 - Deal...i think.
2010-03-19 - ugly
2010-03-08 - nothing really
2010-02-25 - want to know
2010-02-24 - sniffles
2010-02-17 - A struggle; a comfort
2010-02-14 - over-medicated, under-stimulated mess
2010-02-13 - dayssssssssssssssssssssss from hell
2010-02-11 - don't judge me
2010-02-09 - just rambling
2010-02-08 - out of my head
2010-02-03 - indefinate
2010-02-01 - just today
2010-01-27 - -
2010-01-26 - -
2010-01-24 - Moral support
2010-01-01 - -
2009-12-15 - -
2009-12-12 - -
2009-12-09 - -
2009-11-26 - A&M blew it
2009-11-24 - why am i doing this
2009-10-29 - random thoughts/venting
2009-10-16 - -
2009-10-13 - tumble
2009-10-02 - relearning
2009-08-25 - laying down my torch for you
2009-08-19 - more later
2009-08-01 - inefficiencies
2009-06-17 - the cutting edge
2009-05-25 - unarmed
2009-05-12 - heavy chain
2009-05-10 - can't make me
2009-05-03 - transfusion
2009-04-25 - so so selfishhh
2009-04-21 - foil toil
2009-04-19 - reap what you won't
2009-04-12 - misery loves death
2009-04-11 - a heart
2009-04-08 - when all your dreams never come true
2009-03-29 - lost (t)years
2009-02-17 - substance(s)
2008-12-29 - i hate
2008-12-28 - disgraceful
2008-12-16 - can't shake this
2008-12-14 - easier said
2008-12-11 - seasons waiting
2008-11-29 - high's just down
2008-11-15 - unhealthy advances
2008-10-29 - help for the helpless
2008-10-29 - a long death
2008-10-26 - you're an embarrassment
2008-10-22 - shot-gun
2008-10-13 - suffering symptoms.
2008-10-06 - waste of space
2008-09-19 - your tricks never stand a chance against His promises
2008-09-18 - Fall-outs
2008-09-17 - and after
2008-09-16 - okay...you see...(shrugs)
2008-09-11 - chicken crackers
2008-09-09 - then what
2008-09-08 - suffocation
2008-09-07 - -
2008-09-03 - sprints
2008-08-26 - more often
2008-08-19 - under sssssstresssssss
2008-08-03 - what not to do
2008-07-30 - This
2008-07-28 - Vocab Lesson
2008-07-22 - My Way
2008-07-16 - long terms
2008-07-11 - let's see
2008-07-08 - ove etter
2008-07-03 - desert
2008-06-25 - we don't have to live this way
2008-06-22 - something boring
2008-06-21 - end of a drama, let's start the next..
2008-06-19 - data
2008-06-10 - -
2008-04-30 - check, please
2008-04-29 - be careful littles eyes what you see
2008-04-22 - don't start
2008-04-22 - Hi, I'm (put name here). Fuck off!
2008-03-26 - what to do
2008-03-19 - Desperate
2008-03-18 - bad taste
2008-03-15 - twister
2008-03-13 - just short...of notice
2008-03-12 - The start of a new trust issue
2008-03-09 - it's done
2008-03-05 - a kind of love i never knew
2008-03-05 - what's up with this
2008-03-04 - so, rant rant and rant some more...
2008-02-26 - keep me away from all shopping areas...
2008-02-25 - Restaurants....
2008-02-24 - What is needed Most
2008-02-21 - A plea
2008-02-10 - ()
2008-02-08 - what if i win
2008-02-05 - relatively
2008-02-02 - Redeeming Love
2008-02-02 - let's struggle together.
2008-01-30 - get in order
2008-01-28 - in the devil's grasp
2008-01-25 - light the path
2008-01-23 - pick your death
2008-01-23 - dull
2008-01-20 - the Lord's prayer
2008-01-15 - what's the use.
2008-01-13 - a nightmare
2007-12-17 - today
2007-12-16 - Torch
2007-12-09 - an ordinary day
2007-11-13 - discriminating
2007-11-09 - short-winded
2007-11-04 - -
2007-10-24 - sleep disturbances
2007-10-24 - lost
2007-10-09 - short
2007-07-13 - a short script/crypt
2007-07-11 - see past
2007-07-11 - hmm
2007-06-23 - taken
2007-06-22 - short-circuits
2007-06-18 - Loving the New You
2007-06-17 - He's worth it all
2007-06-11 - this is gay
2007-06-10 - haha, my life...
2007-06-10 - a damaging console
2007-06-07 - a different way..
2007-06-04 - Sign on the Door
2007-05-31 - don't tell me
2007-05-29 - a wait
2007-05-27 - wipe out
2007-05-24 - a way out
2007-05-23 - why it's ok
2007-05-22 - some things you have to stand for
2007-05-14 - among sheep
2007-04-30 - better than
2007-04-17 - BOred.
2007-04-15 - u hate it
2007-04-13 - cadaverous
2007-04-12 - one of those Great ones deep in your chest rising,,,,
2007-04-11 - one time
2007-04-10 - leader-less
2007-04-09 - no
2007-04-07 - twirl
2007-04-03 - be the best
2007-03-29 - what??
2007-03-29 - switch to the next best thing.
2007-03-28 - kill me silently
2007-03-28 - another year of why can't i be comforted
2007-03-27 - death among lillies
2007-03-26 - long road to a dead end.
2007-03-25 - tick-tock
2007-03-24 - I've seen stranger things...
2007-03-22 - worlds of greed
2007-03-17 - SWeeT
2007-03-16 - when things didn't matter
2007-03-14 - Wasted
2007-03-13 - install
2007-03-13 - The Daily Grind
2007-03-12 - sick day!
2007-03-11 - I won't help you anymore. I can't until you do.
2007-03-09 - skinny white chicks take my money
2007-02-28 - We're Everywhere
2007-02-16 - -
2007-02-14 - tears in the shades
2007-02-14 - today and tomorrow
2007-02-05 - how can this hurt me
2007-01-21 - another life
2007-01-21 - -
2007-01-20 - not answers
2007-01-17 - off
2007-01-12 - wires
2007-01-11 - poor poor me
2007-01-11 - waving
2007-01-10 - seriously CHOKE SOME BITCHES
2007-01-07 - a day with too much sun
2007-01-07 - fuck the day
2007-01-06 - and the days go by
2006-12-31 - just a few missed steps
2006-12-30 - briefing
2006-12-30 - briefing
2006-12-28 - say so
2006-12-28 - just
2006-12-25 - work in progress....
2006-12-14 - whether
2006-12-13 - ,
2006-12-12 - -
2006-12-12 - feel this
2006-12-10 - no, i don't really cry.
2006-12-10 - this is not a real message
2006-12-09 - nuff said
2006-12-08 - crazy dayz
2006-12-08 - eat it
2006-12-07 - askin
2006-12-07 - scribbles
2006-12-06 - watch me dance
2006-11-25 - pages2,3and4!!
2006-11-25 - where do you go
2006-11-24 - It doesn't hurt so much anymore
2006-11-23 - thou shalt not cross
2006-11-23 - Give Thanks!!
2006-11-22 - fatal attraction
2006-11-18 - unsent letters - diary to a dead man
2006-11-16 - lordy lordy
2006-11-16 - mocking
2006-11-05 - stickin in my head
2006-11-03 - gone
2006-10-14 - dry
2006-10-08 - sick day
2006-09-28 - 0
2006-09-27 - and yet no whole
2006-09-27 - don't bother
2006-09-22 - -
2006-09-11 - seven
2006-09-10 - time coming
2006-09-10 - wow, over my head again
2006-08-28 - seeing through it
2006-08-28 - cry out your soul
2006-08-27 - wretched
2005-12-09 - no sun
2005-11-30 - &
2005-11-30 - ( )
2005-11-23 - nobody and nomore
2005-11-21 - \" \"
2005-11-19 - and it is
2005-11-17 - today and yesterday
2005-11-15 - &
2005-11-07 - -
2005-10-31 - -
2005-09-18 - today
2005-09-17 - update
2005-06-20 - -
2005-06-18 - fffffffff
2005-06-14 - wtf
2005-06-12 - short
2005-06-09 - listen
2005-05-22 - u want to know
2005-05-15 - neverending
2005-05-15 - blah
2005-05-13 - losing
2005-05-06 - -
2005-05-06 - &
2005-05-01 - nightmare
2005-04-22 - (F*CKING *T*(&^*()())
2005-04-07 - hell yeah
2005-03-06 - blink
2005-03-05 - level
2005-03-05 - fucking hate
2005-01-29 - pink slip
2004-12-28 - picture
2004-11-27 - we
2004-11-07 - all i see
2004-10-09 - -
2004-10-08 - much
2004-09-25 - ^
2004-09-26 - 5
2004-09-26 - 7
2004-09-19 - silence
2004-09-18 - -
2004-09-18 - yippee skippy
2004-09-05 - seeing
2004-09-05 - more
2004-08-29 - Bridgeport
2004-08-29 - back
2004-08-14 - faith
2004-08-14 - dispair
2004-08-14 - -
2004-08-14 - shame
2004-08-12 - la
2004-08-10 - shoppin
2004-08-07 - -
2004-08-06 - just like any other
2004-08-06 - fall
2004-08-06 - a black dress
2004-08-05 - -
2004-08-05 - so god help me
2004-08-05 - shit
2004-08-05 - blah
2004-08-04 - please
2004-08-03 - over
2004-08-02 - bastard
2004-07-31 - only
2004-07-27 - see
2004-07-27 - ha
2004-07-27 - hysterical
2004-07-27 - short days
2004-07-25 - ,
2004-07-25 - end
2004-07-25 - fuck
2004-07-23 - again
2004-07-23 - today
2004-07-22 - shot
2004-07-20 - strings
2004-07-20 - tainted
2004-07-16 - psycho
2004-07-13 - kill me
2004-07-09 - preparing
2004-07-08 - today
2004-07-05 - bad day
2004-07-03 - Bitch
2004-07-03 - u suck
2004-07-02 - Colors
2004-06-28 - Maybe we just need a few years apart...yea..
2004-06-27 - -
2004-06-22 - places
2004-06-20 - don't speak
2004-06-15 - bored
2004-06-14 - crazy cars
2004-06-13 - fuck it
2004-06-12 - change
2004-06-10 - $$$
2004-06-09 - giving up
2004-06-05 - just stuff
2004-06-04 - angry messages
2004-06-03 - wrong addiction
2004-06-01 - a short distance
2004-05-31 - in other words
2004-05-30 - something
2004-05-29 - meaningless babble
2004-05-25 - ..
2004-04-29 - Long term
2004-04-04 - hmm..what did you say?
2004-03-30 - distant
2004-03-30 - gone
2004-03-30 - fallen
2004-03-25 - Me
2004-03-25 - chances
2004-03-23 - School sucks
2004-03-21 - Waiting..
2004-03-21 - sick
2004-03-21 - Lost
2004-03-17 - see
2004-03-17 - Fcuk!
2004-03-17 - Double Consonants
2004-03-08 - i laughed
2004-03-08 - Lost Years
2004-03-01 - Damn it
2004-02-27 - Don't Bother
2004-02-24 - Living
2004-02-15 - Shiver
2004-02-15 - Turn
2004-02-08 - Portrait
2004-02-07 - Over-Exaggeration
2004-02-06 - Getting Over u
2004-02-04 - What to do?
2004-02-01 - Something to Sleep To
2004-02-01 - Sometimes I Stop
2004-02-01 - Somewhat like a Dream
2004-02-01 - Crazy? Yes, I Am.
2004-01-31 - Unpredictable
2004-01-30 - Small Dilemmas
2004-01-29 - Another Mark
2004-01-27 - Another Year
2004-01-25 - Agony of Defeat
2004-01-18 - Opps
2004-01-17 - Only Hope
2004-01-10 - A Death
2004-01-07 - Vocab: Lesson 1
2004-01-07 - what a day
2004-01-03 - Old Habits
2004-01-03 - Give me a Razor
2004-01-02 - Deception
2004-01-01 - Quick and Painless
2004-01-01 - Some Year
2003-12-31 - XING KLUTZ
2003-12-30 - On the Prowl
2003-12-30 - Whistling Dixie
2003-12-30 - Lighter Burns
2003-12-30 - Happy Trails
2003-12-27 - Human Shadows
2003-12-21 - Something More
2003-12-21 - More
2003-12-21 - What a loss
2003-12-18 - Guess That Diagnosis
2003-12-11 - Name a Thought
2003-11-23 - Rock Bottom
2003-11-23 - Fuck it
2003-11-06 - Sick
2003-11-03 - Fun Stuff
2003-11-02 - An Inky Day
2003-10-24 - Reason
2003-10-18 - Letter to a Lover
2003-10-18 - Suspended Time
2003-10-15 - Another Day With Myself
2003-10-14 - Losing My Virginity

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